Jhoren and I were on our way home. I really hate waiting and she insisted that I should wait for another FX to come because the line is short and it’s really more comfortable to ride an FX. After a minute, a man approached me, and he let me go first before him but there’s no FX coming so that’s totally nonsense and nothing to do with my boredom! {Standing still and watching how the worm becomes snake… (Oh gosh the line of people waiting for that disgusting FX became so long).
So I’ve decided to make a GRAND Exit. Then after walking down the underpass, someone tap me. Oh it’s a Rhinoceros! NOPE! He’s a guy… I knew this guy! He’s my guy LATELY- Oh gosh! I supposed not to cry. Yah! I’m nervous, timid and dying the moment I saw him. With my mixed emotions that I felt that time, I don’t know what to say first… Of course He calls my beautiful name Oh so sweet as if I going to run out and jumped up high ( I’m in love with this guy, 2 semesters ago) and that was 5 months ago. uhoOOO. And guess what, what he ask me why am I sad. Maybe, this was the firs time he saw me with eyes not smiling back to him. I can’t say that if I smile this time, I would cry a lot when he leaves me. Then he asked me about my studies and friends. As we walk on I ask myself if I still love him and THERE”S NO REPLY. But my HYPOTHALAMUS says NO, You shouldn’t be in love again with the same guy.
I found myself burst into tears when FRIENDSHIP crossed my mind. Yah! I knew, WE”RE JUST FRIENDS. There’s NOTHING MORE THAN THAT. So, Should I ask for more? So, there’s nothing to worry about JUST ENJOY THE TWIST. (Some people we’re staring…I bet they’re envious about me. Coz, I have this guy, not knowing that I’m a BEGGAR begging for ALMS Of his love. Remember there’s NO HAPPY ENDING. Life isn’t fair. You should expect the least one.

How many times I bid GOODBYE? And suddenly says I’m BACK!
The visions of forever lasted till I went home. My life was totally a good DRAMA presentation. There’s a combination of TRAGEDY and COMEDY.
Contented NOT SATISFIED.

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